I learned alot
I learned i dont like watching the games anymore, Over the past 20 or so years when things have gotten tougher and tougher it becomes harder and harder to watch. For me personally that comes with a hand full of things. It was never the end of november when we were deciding of making a bowl game was possible or not. But the worse and worse the team gets harder and harder it is to sustain things. And so now we are playing close in games, games in which 7 years ago we were blowing out these teams and now we barely hang on. Where it used to be just 3 or 4 chest clenchers a year its all 12 now. And what was worse this year is that it seemed like we had a chance but we fall short. We always fall short anymore.
Coach Rhule looks tired. Even if we lose on friday it would be one of the fastest turnarounds hes had yet. From seeing the dime nor he has had the past 3 games i think hes tired of us fans s#!t. He isnt used to being scrutinized this much, that im sure of. Even if its what hes paid to do you would get sick of turning in the best report you could of done and all your boss does is talk about the grammar.
I think were ugly fans, i honestly see how we talk and treat these people on social media is just sad. I hate how we are ready to string up Sat on the goalpost even though there is no answer on who or what to replace him with. Just fire him and lets move on but no one has any time or patience for the next guy either. Ive seen this for years now on here and on social media.
I dont know how much of a fan i am of this anymore, its not the fact of winning an being a winner if that were the case id just bandwagon any of the other regular top 10 teams. It can be just as simple as buying a hat and watching a game. Its that this has me more upset than ive been in a while. Is that the hope it takes to watch someone fix themselves and all you can do is cheer on the sidelines. You can truly do nothing to help because there is nothing that you can do.
I honestly do think we play football just fine, i think there is something else, some type of lingering thing that just keeps holding on here. None of those trophys they see mean anything to them, none of the past holds any weight here. In this new place, in our new place. Theres a reason we are holding on to those losing records, why those things linger. Like old people talking bout the war that no one was old enough to experience but were to put a dot behind it and put some respect when we talk about it. I think i like the off season more, because with hope you can at least be surprised by what may or may not happen.
Lots of Hope but alot of despair also