A very candid confession from Mindy Vega about her infedelity and spouses that caused her recent marriage problems.
March 25, 2004
7:12PM
Sweetie
I do my update pages days ahead ... then all I have to do is upload them to the server the day of the update.. which only takes me a few mins... I have a laptop for this purpose. All I have to do is connect the laptop to the internet.. click a few buttons and my update was done..
I didn't feel the need to explain my personal problems but if it might help you understand then here goes....
I have been married for almost 9 years now.. just a few months ago I found out my husband was unfaithful about 2 years ago... This came out because I started to fall in love with my boy toy Nick.... so I told my husband that I was worried that we were no in love any more if I could start having feelings like that for someone else.. My husband has never been romantic.. or extremely attentive to me.. when Nick started doing that for me I fell deep into it..
I decided to move out of my house about 2 1/2 weeks ago because I was so confused and upset...... Then this weekend I decided to try to work things out with my husband and I was staying with him at our house... I had leased an apartment and all my computers stayed there so I brought my lap top which does not have my outlook express installed on it but at least I could update my site if need.. which is what I did..I went back to my apartment tues morning so I could do my cam show and get a some of my stuff...
Since Monday I have spend the week trying to move my stuff back to my house and end the apartment lease.. etc in the last few weeks I have lost 10 lbs.. which is not good for me since I'm already so small to begin with. I was so depressed that I couldn't eat.. all I wanted to do was be locked in a room alone.. in the dark.. I finally decided I need a therapist and I've been going to her 2 times a week for the last 2 weeks.
It's very hard for me to do my cam shows because I have to put a smile and pretend everything is great because I don't feel the need to explain my personal problems to anyone... that Sunday that I did a cam show from my apartment... It as so hard for me but I did it.. then I had a show schedule for Thursday and I was crying so much that day that I had to cancel that one as well... and I finally was able to do a show Tuesday since I was mentally feeling a little better knowing that my husband and I were working things out.
Believe me or not.. its up to you.. I have not need to lie.... but I hope you can understand why my mind has not been on checking my emails and replying to them.
Mindy
March 25, 2004
7:12PM
Sweetie
I do my update pages days ahead ... then all I have to do is upload them to the server the day of the update.. which only takes me a few mins... I have a laptop for this purpose. All I have to do is connect the laptop to the internet.. click a few buttons and my update was done..
I didn't feel the need to explain my personal problems but if it might help you understand then here goes....
I have been married for almost 9 years now.. just a few months ago I found out my husband was unfaithful about 2 years ago... This came out because I started to fall in love with my boy toy Nick.... so I told my husband that I was worried that we were no in love any more if I could start having feelings like that for someone else.. My husband has never been romantic.. or extremely attentive to me.. when Nick started doing that for me I fell deep into it..
I decided to move out of my house about 2 1/2 weeks ago because I was so confused and upset...... Then this weekend I decided to try to work things out with my husband and I was staying with him at our house... I had leased an apartment and all my computers stayed there so I brought my lap top which does not have my outlook express installed on it but at least I could update my site if need.. which is what I did..I went back to my apartment tues morning so I could do my cam show and get a some of my stuff...
Since Monday I have spend the week trying to move my stuff back to my house and end the apartment lease.. etc in the last few weeks I have lost 10 lbs.. which is not good for me since I'm already so small to begin with. I was so depressed that I couldn't eat.. all I wanted to do was be locked in a room alone.. in the dark.. I finally decided I need a therapist and I've been going to her 2 times a week for the last 2 weeks.
It's very hard for me to do my cam shows because I have to put a smile and pretend everything is great because I don't feel the need to explain my personal problems to anyone... that Sunday that I did a cam show from my apartment... It as so hard for me but I did it.. then I had a show schedule for Thursday and I was crying so much that day that I had to cancel that one as well... and I finally was able to do a show Tuesday since I was mentally feeling a little better knowing that my husband and I were working things out.
Believe me or not.. its up to you.. I have not need to lie.... but I hope you can understand why my mind has not been on checking my emails and replying to them.
Mindy
