NUance
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Yeah, I realize that no team changing is likely to take place here. Or for that matter on any message board. (How often in the history of message boards has anyone ever changed their opinion or admitted they were wrong? lol)Awesome answer. Thank you.Ahh, gotcha. I guess I don't think that anyone on either side really needs much help.I understand all that. What I don't understand is why you, widely known on this board to be a devout believer, felt compelled to point this out rather than to offer some reasons for your belief in a creator. Really, the nonbelievers don't need any help. They've already got our inability to provide satisfactory proof. I guess it wouldn't bother me coming from one of those guys but, from you? Kind of felt like you were cheering for the wrong team in Memorial Stadium in the middle of the game. IDK.
I've gotten to the point where I just don't have the energy to try and conjure up compelling apologetics unless it's in situations and contexts where I feel like it will be taken seriously or I have personal rapport with a person that I have seen is interested. Fact of the matter is huskerboard isn't really either of those things - nobody on this board is going to convert to team Jesus because of my posts, or at least, IF that were to happen, it would probably be from being compelled by my moments of being candid and hopefully reflecting Jesus rather than from the moments of me trying to consciously convince people of an argument.
If I'm honest, I became a Christian because I was an easily influenced kid in an environment conducive for the spread of cookie cutter white evangelicalism. That's not compelling to anyone, that's me being a product of my environment. But. That was 12+ years ago, and while I spent a good amount of that time in an isolated, exclusive, tribal Christian bubble, I've also spent a good amount of time, especially lately, distant from God, wandering, going through the prodigal motions, and either consciously or subconsciously trying to be done with the whole idea. And through all of what that has entailed, I can't escape the Christ. He continues to draw me back, to meet me on my own personal "road to Damascus", to awe me with wonder and hope and to chisel away at me towards gentleness, meekness and graciousness.
At the end of the day, I can try to give good arguments, and I think there are plenty of them, for historical evidence in support of Christianity, or the cosmological argument, or a million other different arguments, but those aren't what my faith is founded on. I've stripped away so much bullsh#t and all that's left is encounters with a living and loving God; encounters that I can't begin to wrap my head around and definitely can't explain well. That's the only kind of thing that I think can be compelling to your typical Huskerboard poster, but that comes from above, not from meI'm just here to love God and love people, and hopefully fail a little less at both along the way.![]()
I'm getting closer to realizing that no team changing is likely to take place in this venue but I still approach it like it may happen from time to time. I would be better served to try it your way. I have the feeling I would find it far less frustrating and that I wouldnt lose my cool like I have a couple times already in this thread.
My whole deal is that it just seems so incredibly implausible that life just randomly sparked into existence. And it seems even more implausible that somehow that simple one celled lifeform became able to reproduce. And yet even more implausible that that one celled organism[SIZE=12pt]—[/SIZE]which was spontaneously created and somehow started reproducing[SIZE=12pt]—[/SIZE]then evolved into millions of different species here on little ole earth. All random and spontaneously. I just don't see how this could happen without a guiding hand behind it.
Also, the whole Big Bang theory seems like a non-answer to me. Isn't scientific method all about cause and effect? What caused the Big Bang? It's like seeing a set of footprints on the beach and saying, "Hey, we didn't see anyone walking so those footprints must have spontaneously sprang from a point of singularity." I guess I just don't have enough faith to believe in the religion of randomness.
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